Dark!

I am lost in the dark, a world that is cold and vain. I am so lost in the dark, and all I feel is pain. My eyes are wide open and yet I can not see, but what I am seeing is the dark. Could this darkness be me? I eyes swell with tears, my throat tight and dry, tears roll down my eyes as I start to cry. This darkness I fear is taking over me, what can I do to be set free? I try to speak no one can hear me, I try to find help but no one is near me. My heart struggling to be let free. In this dark I try to yell and scream for help and I know it is no one hear but me. I feel as though I am going to die in this dream. I ask myself why am I here in this dark? Could it be that I have been unjust or being punished for something I did? Allah knows the life I lived. I just know that I am dieing in side and I am all alone, Alone in the dark, but I don't want to call this home. I have loved, cared for and given all I have. But I have been rewarded with this dark and I am scared and alone. Surrounded by the dark, taken in by the dark, dieing in the dark. Scared by the dark! Lying in the dark!